Wishful thinking

Sometimes I wish I was stronger. I wish I could be mean to people who do me wrong, instead of crying. 
I wish I would have a backbone.. Wishing I could walk away from people who do me wrong, who take me for granted. 
Everyone walks all over me, because they know they can and I won't do a damn thing about it, I won't say anything. 
I'm sensitive. That annoys people 
I cry when my feelings get hurt. I'm a cry baby. 
I stress a lot when things go wary. 
I don't think I'll ever be good enough for someone. There's always "someone else" he will seek attention from, even tho I'm his girl. 
Some days I feel so useless. I don't know what I did to deserve to be treated the way I have. By everyone. Maybe it's because I don't stand up for myself, maybe it's because people hurt me and have no consequences for doing so. 
This isn't how I pictured my life going. 
I just wanted to end up happy. 
I'm young so I still have a chance. But the skies are grey right now, have been for many years. 
My unborn son is the only one who will give me the love I need. He will never leave me. He will never think I'm a cry baby, and hopefully he will never walk all over me because he knows he can. 
Respect. Is all I want. From everyone.