Help with life issues :(

Hey all. I have been living with my parents after going to college, living abroad and now working a dead end job that is not good enough for my father. It works for me, until my dad frustratingly tells asks me, " why don't you do x, y or z instead?!" and this plagues my mind because I really don't know what to do with my life. And desperation from needing to leave and get away from his impatience is not inspiring for finding a new job, so this all just sucks. I just got back from a trip with family that was amazing and low key, and he was there and fun to be with, so I don't get why he is this way in the daily life and so fun in the vacation time. So, that's it. It hurts and I could just go back to this other country for a job that I don't really like and instead want to stay here in the States. I have no deadline and yet there is this persistent bug up my backside about "figuring my shit out." Thanks for reading me out.