feeling my exs

Well me and him broken up like in February and well I got heart broken by him and he buy me fries and milk shake saying sorry he did t cheat on or anything people be telling him stuff about me 😖 and I was sad but then we became friends again and sometimes I do miss him and wanna tell him but then I'm sacred what he gunna say and don't wanna ruin are friendship Thoe and called me and messaging on snapchat 😅 he was high ! I wish I can have him back 😥