My husband is having a nervous breakdown & I cut again. We have a deal where I have to show him my cuts so he knows if I'm okay. Today, instead, I put makeup over them to bed. Is not telling him wrong? I don't want to lie, but he's VERY depressed.

I'm afraid that will put him over the edge if he knew. He already is worried and wakes up all night asking me if I'm okay, if I harmed myself. He's so terrified I'll cut wrong and die or do permanent damage. His first love died in his arms, 30 years ago, and he just found out a lot of horrible news lately. He also has mental illness, like me. I'm afraid of making his depression, anxiety, PTSD, etc. worse. In addition to self-injury "addiction", I have Bipolar 1, PTSD, anxiety disorders, etc.