what I thought was wrong

My long dramatic birth eperience I thought I had...was wrong. Talking to my mom, and trying to see if what I remembered was right or wrong, she informed me most of it was right. But my times were way off. I was so out of it and was pretty much dying as she put it. My body was shutting down. Without her constant bothering of the nurses and doctors, it probably would have come down to me or the baby situation. My mom said they didn't want to tell me how serious it was, but when I was talking with her about it she got really upset. It's hard to think I might not be here with my princess, or me without her.