Weight Gain Rant...

I know weight gain is normal in pregnancy. I have always struggled with my weight and the way I feel about myself. I was really big in High School and now that I am 7 months pregnant and weigh the same amount as I did back then, I hate myself. I worked so hard and put so much sweat and tears into losing that weight and being skinny and finally feeling good about my body just to be back at square one and having to struggle losing weight again after my son comes. I hate looking in the mirror and seeing how big I have gotten. I know it will be worth it when my son gets here, but right now I just feel ashamed by the way I look and just want to be my skinny beautiful self again and to have the confidence that I once had.