there is a saying that says a baby

There is a saying that says a baby will either bring you guys closer together or break you guys apart. My beautiful baby boy has definitely broke us apart! My husband & I have been together for 7 years. We met in high school & got married at a young age. Our 5 year anniversary is actually right around the corner! We always talked about having kids & how we want the rest of lives to go! Well when the day came & we had a positive pregnancy test we both were shocked. After 3 years of trying to get pregnant we finally were! Throughout my pregnancy he really showed his true colors. The man I was with for 5 years since high school was changing into someone else! I don't know if he was scared or what. He started going out every weekend. Drinking pretty much everyday & sleeping on the couch every night! I was hurt, upset, & sad! Well now my baby boy will be 4 months in a few days & he is the only thing that makes me happy! My husband has been gone for a little over a month now due to work & I actually love it. I try to talk to him on the phone but it doesn't go well. Most of the time I FaceTime him to see our son & as soon as I try & talk to him he says he wants to get off the phone. I've been in the military for 6 years & it has made me a stronger woman! I know I can do this by myself & I know I have my family support & God! I'm pretty much done with him! It hurts me really bad but I have to do what is best for my son & me! I kept trying & trying & kept getting denied by my own husband! I refuse to have my son grow up in a household were his dad disrespects his mom. He will know how to treat a woman & how to love & what true love really is. My son will always be my priority! I know this is long. I'm not ready to express myself to others yet but I had to get this off of my chest!