I can't I stop this feeling

Angie
There's this guy in my life. We've known each other for about two years now and we have dated on and off a lot. At one point of our lives, he told me he loved me and I couldn't have been happier because I felt exactly the same. 
A couple of months later, he broke the new to me that he was exactly sure if he did love me after all and that he wanted to end everything. This hurt so bad. Before him, I had dated before. And at one point, I was close to getting married. But none of those worked out. But with him, I couldn't be any happier. He made me feel amazing in all sorts of ways. He was the first guy I trusted. The first one I felt safe with. The first guy I ever loved. 
Today we talk as friends.Good friends. But I can't help but start getting those feelings for him again. I want to be with him. I want him to be in my life like that again. I want him to be it for me. But I know this will probably never happen. My question is how can I help myself not feel so much with him? After everything we've been through, I can't help but want him. How can I save myself from the pain of never being able to have him again? 

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