Help. (Crush)

This is going to be a very long paragraph so bear with me. I met this boy, Steven about 2 years ago at a wrestling show (I was helping ring attendant and he is a wrestler)... I said hi, but was shy and fierce, and independant so he asked for a hug later that day and I was like no, I don't do that stuff. He kept chasing after me asking for hugs and sometimes hugs me when I'm not looking his direction and normally picks me up from behind and hugs me. I started texting him for about a year and a half and started developing feelings for him. One time another wrestler who also wanted a hug tried sitting on me and he told him its okay, she plays hard to get, one day she'll hug you. So i texted him saying how do you know my ways... he said haha and i said not funny, replying with okay, maybe a little funny and he says your so silly, its cute. I then one night told him that if he'd behave he'd finally get the hug. He told me he promise he will. I did this whole level thing (it was stupid but I play hard to get) it started out with a fist bump, later the day he "upgraded" to a high five and later on he told me, please I was being good can I have my hug now.. I told him no then wait till the end of the day and said okay fine. I went to him and hugged him by the side. He then told me, you can do better than that. He then got in his knees and hugged me but his head was on my breast because I am short as hell. We've gottan closer through the summer. I then started calling him my wifey and then said he's been replaced by another he had a sad emoji and I said WAIT NO HE DOESNT RESPOND, YOURE MY WIFE and he said I'm glad. On my birthday he gave me 50 hugs in total and I smelled like the cologne he was wearing on my shirt for a couple days and I loved it. Then one night I was lurking on i.g to see if he had any off guard photos. I looked and I saw a girl named Carli hugging him in a photo and I started to wonder.. a couple days later I saw another photo on her profile of him alone with the caption "my man (Crush monday)" and began to cry. I got over it. I then texted him and like 4 days after he responds and I'm thinking. Yes, he has a girlfriend now and he can make her his top priority, but damn. I then go to another wrestling show (1 day ago) and he then doesn't give me any hugs till 1 hour later. I was glad to get one because I started doubting him but was like damn... then I got a head scratch later that day and then a tickle and hug 2 hours later. I was gonna buy a wrestlers shirt so decided to buy his. I did and I finally got the big, being picked up hug. (It was also my 6 yr anniversary for being in the wrestling buissness) Before i go to leave my dad lectures him about something. I saw how bummed he looked and felt bad but it was 2 a.m when I got home so later the day (2 hrs ago) I texted him saying how sorry I was for my dad's behavior and shit and he gives me one emoji: 😒I then wonder why didn't he respond with actual words did my dad mess this up, did I somehow mess it up. And was so stressed and began to cry. I texted him that now I feel even more bad for even bringing it up and then he doesn't respond nor even look at it. I began to cry again wondering what the hell did I do.. I notice that I smell like the cologne he's wearing right that moment (he was sweating when I hugged him so his cologne got on me aswell) and cried even more because I loved smelling him and I missed him and missed even just our friendship i have his shirt next to me right now thinking about what to write. I then go back in instagram and see a quote fuck you for leaving me and I agreed, but I care too much to say fuck you. This girl who was a big fan of his followed me in instagram so i followed her back and told her "oooh another wrestling fan who also loves wrestling 💙💪😊" and she replys back with ❤❤❤❤❤ it really made me feel better so I then go to her profile to spam her but the first two pictures were with her and him. And i liked them but shut off my phone crying again. I am now crying but also confused what to do because I see him every month and i feel attached because I knew him since he started (3 years ago) so now I don't know what to do. Just please give me some honest opinions on the topic. Ps I edited his name and picture out because I wouldn't want any hate or anything bad being sent to him.