Hey ladies, so I'm a ftm here and I've been thinking so much lately about me and my so. We've been together for 4 years now and we now have a 2 months old baby girl. Him and I were best friends we did everything together, went everywhere, and planned a life. 6 months pregnant I found a open condom wrapper in his room we got into a huge fight that night he was so mad. I asked him a few times who it was and he said it wasn't me so I shouldn't be worried about it. I'm really torn in between. Since that night I broke up with him. He was still by my side the rest of the
pregnancy and now. Still with him every single day and he's getting better hasn't sleep with anyone in a while. He told me he slept with someone and it was a mistake I know it wasn't I'm not that stupid. I'm the first relationship he's ever been in. I still love him so much even though he put me through hell. I feel stupid sometimes but I don't want to give up on him or us he's my child's father I want it to work. Him and I have slept together a few times since then I'm just not sure what to do or how to feel. He opened up one day and told him that he got scared and his friends said his life was over having a kid now. It's not an excuse I know but I get it in his mind. The thing is I don't get my mind. Ladies help me out. Advice if you've ever been in the same position he says he wants fix it become a family and have another child soon. Does it ever go back to how it was? Can you ever look at him the same? Does he ever grow up? So many questions but no answer. 😞
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