Maybe it's the hormones, maybe we're just roommates.

From about the time I became too pregnant to comfortably have sex, my fiance has pretty much stopped all means of physical contact. No hugs, kisses, I love yous. Nothing. When he goes to work we'll text on his breaks, which I look forward to because I have zero adult interaction as I stay at home with a one week old and send off and pick up my four year old from preschool. This week he started giving his old friend a ride to work since he just got hired. He completely quit talking to me on breaks. I asked him last night what he's been doing since he hasn't talked to me and he said the other guy takes breaks with him and it's hard to pay attention to texts and talk to him at the same time. I said well you know I don't get to talk to anybody even when you're home because you get home, eat, shower, lay out stuff for the next day, and go to bed. He told me it's too annoying to sit there on the phone and text me. Thanks.... I was doing dishes and took my time because I was crying and didn't want him to know. I can't get that out of my head. I've been crying on and off since then because I sit here and think how annoying and an inconvenience it must be to give me some time of his day and how we have become nothing more than roommates. We don't ever fight about anything, no problems in general. I just want to feel desired again I guess and would really love some kind of affection. I've been planning out how to bring it up to him without maybe looking like I'm trying to attack. I've become nothing more than a roommate and the mother of his kids who feeds him and does his laundry.