AF hasn't showed up yet, but the cramps and zit face is her self invitation that she is coming. This was our first month trying <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. We have been actively trying for over 2 years. I have so many emotions. This is my first relationship after my divorce from my ex husband of 9 yeas. He had many episodes of abuse, but one night he kidnapped and tried killing me and our children. He stole my happiness, my security. My relationship with my fiance was so amazing in the beginning. And then my psycho ex ruined it all. My fiances side of the family completely has just written me off. No contact , didn't invite my kids to go with them camping the multiple times they took their other grandkids and step grandkids. They missed all their birthday parties. Maybe this is all the signs to move on. My mom lives 5 hours away but they travel with horses. I have no help with my daughters since I work 12 hour shifts in the medical field. So I cried, and cried outside. Just ugly crying. And then the johovah witnesses walked up. Handed me a brochure and awkawerdly walked backwards and left. I'm not even worthy of a prayer or a hug.