So before I start...a little history. My husband and I have been rocky. Found out recently he had cheated on me while we were in separate states for military purposes, but we are *trying* to work through it. He's really not even putting effort in though. He has since gotten out of the military and travels mon-Thurs every week for work and I 100% take care of things at home (while 8 months pregnant) with our two daughters and dogs. Okay cool. But he definitely doesn't appreciate me for what I do. He always has things to do when he has a little bit of free time on the weekends instead of helping me with laundry or food shopping or even just hanging out with us. It's super annoying.

Now the story. He kept saying he's going to order the new iPhone for my bday, which is coming up, because my phone only works half the time. I got all excited because honestly, he doesn't even try to do anything nice for me. Well my dad sent me an unexpected check for my birthday and I jokingly said "well here's my new phone!" His response was "well if that's what you want to spend it on." Today we got a med bill for one of our daughters and I told him that I'll deposit the check and pay the bill. He goes "okay. Sucks you aren't going to get your phone now." I wish I could say he's kidding because he's not. So not only does he not have to pay his daughters bill...but I'm also not getting the phone he kept promising me.

I know some of you are going to say I'm materialistic or whatever. But I'm really not. I NEVER do anything for myself. I'm honestly just hurt that he can be such a douche to me. And it's not even about spending the money, because we're more than okay in that department.

***yes of course I've spoken to him. At this point, I'm not his mom. I'm not going to beg him to love me either. I just don't know. The only thing I know is, I'm loving and loyal to him. Have been for over 7 years.