Just need to rant.

Okay, so since this isn't really Facebook appropriate, I figured I might bring it here where someone might actually understand.

My baby dude is 4.5 months old. We BF. Baby cosleeps. Ever since he has been born, my libido has been pretty much nonexistent, except for a rare here or there...

My husband is getting so irritated with me. No, it's not that I don't find him attractive or that I don't love him (which he insists is the case). He got mad at me last night because I didn't want to have sex and went to sleep on the couch. Now I'm even more pissed and like 98% less likely to go along with it.

First of all, I've been fighting off a UTI. Like, I'm sorry I'm more interested in whether or not I can pee than I am if you bust a nut or not. You have two hands. I have ONE bladder.

Second of all, I'm a sexual assault victim. It's just passed the 10 year mark of the attack, and I do struggle with PTSD. Some days more than others. A lot recently.

Like omg. I just wanna snuggle my baby and maybe cuddle with him without him wanting to stick his dick in me.