hopeless

I really just need someone to talk to idk what to do anymore I've been with my boyfriend almost for 7 months he went to ND for 2 months we were a bit Rocky but I knew when he would come back everything will be ok .. he's came back like two weeks ago all I've been doing so far is crying he ignores me whenever he wants & he just acts different we would still hang out like every night & make love & he tells me how much he loves me but when he gets mad I just don't feel like he's in love with me it's just not the same idk if it's worth it anymore 😔......