It's been to months already since my son was born stillborn. It's been rough the last couple weeks. It just seems so much more rough then it did a month ago. How did you get through it when you found out other friends were pregnant or had their baby? It's like I see it everywhere. :/ a good friend of mine had her baby, a little boy, this morning....almost 2 months to the day. I'm happy for her, but at the same time I'm sad. I've been seeing all over Facebook and such. It doesn't help that I started my cycle back up. I honestly thought I was pregnant again because I was having symptoms. However they went away and things started back up. I've also found out some friends are pregnant. It's been a whirlwind of a week. It seems I've been getting so many reminders. I miss him and I desire so badly to be a mom...with a baby. The anniversary of the day I miscarried my first just passed as well.