Rough day

I'm stressed because I haven't ovulated yet and it's CD 40, had light spotting 2 days ago. Not sure what it means, and the fact that all my OPKs have been negative is worrying me.

I was really craving some spinach ravioli so I said I was thinking about going out and buying some. My mom (my husband and I live with her and my dad and sister) says she's going to pick some up tomorrow. I sit for a while and decide I want it too badly. So I tell my husband I'm going to the store. My mom says "can't you wait until tomorrow?" In a condescending tone. I laugh it off and shrug. She responds by rolling her eyes and scoffing. I was really hurt for some reason and walked out to our apartment (separate building on the property) where I sit crying. All I can think is why the (insert profanity) did I let her make me feel guilty for wanting to make some (profanity) ravioli!?

I'm having a complete breakdown and it's just everything piling up together and maybe PMS but I'm not sure because my cycle is being weird and I just couldn't take it anymore and I really need some support right now guys

I'm not even going to eat dinner because nothing sounds good but I'm too embarrassed and ashamed to go get ravioli