Rant.../reaching out.

Hey guys so, ive been suffering with MDD for 4 years.... i recently was raped in June, and molested in July (2 seperate people) I think i have PTSD but not yet diagnosed... i have something called derealization... you can look it up if youd like. I have alot of stuff on my plate right now, my molester was harrassing me, and then im having problems at work, my antidepressants are not working well, and i have people bullying me... i have people all over facebook saying i buy and sell animals all the time.. ive only bought and sold my dog i had.. sold after i got raped because my life was too overwhelming at this point. Last animal i gave away before that was 4 years ago, because i was moving out of province. I just wanted to reach out to all those people fighting ptsd, or mdd, or depression or anxiety in general... its so hard. And i was hoping some people on here would understand me, there is so many times a day when i have suicidal thoughts, i am lonely, i feel as if everyone treats me like garbage. I know i cant be the only one ❤