help!

So my fiancé and I have been trying to have a baby. Well I was on the depo and quit taking it in aug of 2015. I did not have my period from aug 2015-may 2016, in may I started and didn't stop bleeding until the first week of aug this year. The only reason I even quit bleeding then was because I started the pill to try and regulate myself! I've been to the doctor several times. Lots of blood work and ultrasounds to make sure all my lady parts are okay. I can't begin to describe how this is making me feel, we both want nothing more than a family and I feel like that's something I'm unable to do. Any advice or similar stories. Please tell me I am not the only one 😔