Pregnancy Blues

Been a little nervous lately and feeling overwhelmed. I've had 3 previous pregnancies that resulted in miscarriages, this is now my 4th baby, I keep finding my self traumatized from the previous miscarriages, even though I know this baby is healthy. Anxiety is hard as well. I'm very emotional thankful that God blessed us with a baby but scared. I don't feel the baby move sometimes for days at a time then the baby will move like crazy. Next scan is next week. Praying for the best.