Liars and cheaters 👎

Thinking of leaving my boyfriend tonight. Going to stay in a motel for a while. We have 3 beautiful girls. Two of which aren't his. But he's been in there lives since birth. I would hate to take the two and leave. I can't imagine splitting my babies up. Anyways, I can't take the lying and cheating anymore. I'm beyond hurt. I was trying to have another baby by the end of this year but don't think that's happening. Am I wrong?