venting

NicoEli • Two lil men and a lil princess
So I'm 38 weeks. May last appointment was 3 weeks ago and the doc said my csection date was oct 20 at 745am so I'm like cool I can wake up and go. Well today I went in and seen the NP and I told them Kool I'm going to have the baby on that date and time. Well to find out the day I talked to my doctor he told one of the nurses to schedule me in and she didn't. So the NP that seen me today had to call the hospital and found out I wasn't even scheduled at all😡. And instead of the lovely morning time it will be at 1pm that day . Don't get me wrong I'm happy to get to see my baby but really wtf! Why couldn't they do their job! And the NP was like you have to fast for 8 hours before. So I'm like ok really 5 am really who wants to eat that early and who thinks about setting alarm to eat.. she was like well you won't be hungry all day your having a csection. I raised my voice Um yes I will be hungry and I know about csection I had one with my twins.! She then said oh it won't be that bad! I'm like really !!!!! 😡😡😡 fasting all day while u have to feed and give drinks all day to your children um Yes I will be hungry😡 I asked is there another time to do csection she said doc was booked up like ugh😒😒😭😭😭😭 I know to some might sound ubsurd or like who cares but I just want to cry... I had my heart set on waking up early  going in.. now to me the day will slowly go on.....