honesty required

Dr
I am currently 5 months postpartum from my second child. I'm 5'1 and 104. Please be honest with me do I look bad? I have an ED and it's really hard for me to see myself correctly in the mirror. I'm not looking for attention I just need some honest answers. I know I'm still thin, but I also see a lot of blub. My poor brain does not know how to take it lol