Pregnancy

I'm 5 days late. I'm not usually late so I decided to take a test and it was positive. Does it make me a bad person about the fact that I'm not excited at all? I have a 14 month old baby girl. I don't want any more babies, my hubby already kissing my belly and making plans but I just can't even think about it. Abortion is not an option since my hubby doesn't believe in them. You either get pregnant or try not to but abortion is no up to discussion. I don't want to abort either, that's not who I am but I guess I just really need process everythin out.