God family vs. me

I just need to vent well today my brother and I got into an argument. He's been trying to start shit with me for a week now my mother is forever on his side to today they both attacked me physically and I didn't hit them I didn't at all. But just feel so weak and alone

Should I have fought them you know him them. This isn't the first time it's happened in high school they beat me up and I had a black eye and bruises everywhere. I'm not weak I just don't know why it's not in me to fight them. I can live out I'm not commercial stable yet. Like fuck please someone help me I'm so sorry for my language.

I have no idea where this would go on any community so I chose controversy corner.

I had to post this anonymously. For my own reason. But please if anyone can help me. Just understand what to do