Life after birth

I don't know about anyone else but I know for damn sure that I am enjoying every minute I have with my baby boy who is 5 weeks and 4 days today.

We were talking about getting g fixed before I had the baby. Now I am not even sure if I should or not. My husband is 19 years older then I am. I'm not even 30 yet and truly believe I am not being 100% done giving birth. I have 3 girls and 3 boys and he has 5 girls and 1 boy. Zoltyn had turned 2 weeks old and I had caught my hubby stating wanting another baby. Yes I went through a very tough pregnancy and was in and out of the hospital all the time. I also had 2 miscarriages before conceived our Rainbow baby. Is it bad for wanting to NOT tie my tubes? Seems like my cycle of having babies every 3 years. In 3 years my husband will be 51 😦 is it selfish of me on wanting to try right away after such a short time after giving birth?

Ugh I miss my baby belly I miss feeling him move inside of me. I miss pulling my family together just becuz there's a new tiny human added into our family.