might be pregnant?

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So my boyfriend and I are not ttc. And I ended up getting super horny this week D: I love love seeing my man when he's being pleasured good it turns me on so much. The problem is that I get so focused on it and he gets so focused on it that we don't think about pulling out when he's close. Or if he does weakly try to push me off I end up loving his moaning so much that I keep going. Worst thing is turns out this week was my ovulation week. I had no idea.

I'm super afraid. If I am pregnant he's going to blame it on me and say I got pregnant on purpose. I do want kids with him but later on after we finish college. I know I shouldn't be afraid of his reaction if I am pregnant but I'm terrified. He's told me multiple times before if I ever got pregnant he'd never forgive me.

I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to leave him if the text comes out positive without telling him. When we talked during a pregnancy scare he told me that the THING would ruin his life, his careers, his dreams. That if I was pregnant it would destroy his life. Which really hurt hearing that right before taking a pregnancy test.

I don't know what to do guys. I'm so scared. There's no way I could get an abortion. I'd never forgive myself. And adoption is out of the question as well. After all the statistics I've seen. I want to keep the baby if I'm pregnant. In the past he's said If I'm pregnant I NEED to abort it.

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Not trying to be condescending or anything, but maybe you should look into some kind of birth control. If you guys had scares previously I'd be jumping on the birth control bandwagon as fast as possible. I know it takes two to make a baby..... but it kinda sounds like you're trying to get pregnant. If that's the case I'd say find someone who is ready, or wait until your partner is ready. Either way rubber up and find some BC.

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Sweetie no one can force you to do anything if you want to keep the baby then keep but you cannot force a man to stay if he wants to leave he will but before worrying about any options or what could bes figure out if you are pregnant if so then sit down think long and hard on what you want to do tell him youre pregnant then let him make his move if you turn out not to be pregnant then i strongly suggest you get on birth control or use condons

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