discouraged

I am 6 weeks and 2 days. 44 days pregnant. I'm beyond miserable. The sickness is absolutely draining. I pray and pray I'll feel better. But I don't. I have been through so much In the past. Finding out I was pregnant was supposed to be the happiest time of my life and it's been miserable. I did see my baby and it's heartbeat and heard it which was truly amazing. The sickness is sucking me dry. I pray I won't be sick this whole pregnancy.