I'm having a major problem!

My brother passed 2 1/2 years ago, before then i was seeing a good friend from high school. We broke up before my brother died by a few years. The old boyfriend and I started talking again because my brother and him became good friends. The old boyfriend wasn't a bad guy just a mutual friend broke us up. We became great friends. When my brother died he was the only friend to show up to the funeral and comfort me. We were in the lounge talking about how awesome my brother was and how this was very hard for him as it was me. We went outside to talk some more and have a cigarette. It was beginning of February and we were also suppose to get a big snow storm that night. Yes we held his funeral at 7pm he was a night person. The snow began to fall as we were sitting on the tail gate of his truck talking. He looked at me and hugged me so tight. We had just lost a major part of our lives!! Our eyes met that night, he told me he loved me and always has. We kissed... we never ended up together because we both started seeing other people and became engaged to other people. My fiancé got mad and told me I belong with my best friend because how in tune we are with each other... yes I still love the old boyfriend but I knew he was happy with his fiancé. Now I know otherwise but can't damage the relationship I have and he has over it all. Don't get me wrong he's a great man and so is my fiancé. How do I get rid of these old feelings before I give myself away to my fiancé?

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