SO pissing me OFF

I was a single mom of an autistic child i use to work nights fulltime OT when available. After 6 months on overnights i went back to college i knew i didn't want to keep working my ass off for shit pay.

So i was struggling with helping my autistic son acclimate to 1st grade, working 6pm to 5am (paid a friend to keep my son while i worked), and getting my BA in criminal psychology in 3 years. I spent 4 years being just worn out an struggling. Usuallu 3-4hr of sleep a day doing the bestim i could.

4 years after graduating i met a what i thought was great man. We have a gorgeous 6 month old.

But he bitches constantly about being tired.....he works maybe 40hr a week makes $3 more then i did, if i get sick he gets sicker. If I'm tired well he is more tired i just. I'm sick of the shit when i call him out on it. But he's WORKING....after our LO was born i had to stay home due to health issues Doc is realising mein Feb she feels i should be ok by then.

As a sahm i clean, cook, laundry, yard and MORE. YET I'm lazy and he is just sooooo tired.

What brought this all on, I'm trying to start buying up for xmas LOs first Xmas. We go out to look.....he is just spacey the entire time and off in lala land.......until we get to the computer section then suddenly he is wide awake.

Shits pissing me off.