Heartache👴🏻😞💔

Katy • 25 R.i.p my sweet baby 01-22-16👼🏼 Mommy to Barrett 03/13/17💙 TTC baby #2 YouTube channel Katy Goodwin
I can't believe that my papaw passed away today.. he looked like he was doing good in a picture my cousin took with him just two days ago... but he had a stroke and a brain aneurysm. My Mamaw and family found him in his bed unresponsive. They called the ambulance to come get him. They said he was able to lift up his arms and mumbled very few words. But shortly after I arrived at the hospital the doctor came in and told everybody he had passed. Iv never heard so many aching hearts crying out iv never felt so hurt and lost in my life. I was close with my papaw and the fact that I'll be having my baby in just a few months upsets me. Cause my baby won't get to meet him. I don't know how to explain that to my baby when it's time but I know it'll be hard. Lots of heavy hearts in my family tonight. All I want is for him to be alive and well again. But I know he's in a better place. Seeing him white as a ghost eyes barely open an his mouth open unable to speak was so very hard to see. Iv never had to go through this before. So I just ask please please if you have any advice please comment them below cause I don't know how to get through this. RIP papaw😩👼🏼👴🏻💙