Jealous 😡

Just a little rant... My bestfriend recently started a relationship and he is her first. This morning she told me she took a pregnancy test because her period keeps spottings and wont end, googled it and said its a sign of pregnancy. Thankfully shes not pregnant but it kinda hurt when she told me. Ive been with my boyfriend for two years and hopefully soon married and start a family. If she had a baby before me, i would honestly be hurt and not sure if i could be happy. Its just jealousy and stupid i know but it sucks because i know ill have a hard time getting pregnant. I feel like shes gonna do everything before i do and ive had to wait longer. Just had to get it out there.. 😕