Feeling super down after miscarriage

Britney • I'm a happily married to the love of my life and I'm a 27 year old who is graduating university soon this year and is hoping to start having some beautiful babies soon! We have had one pregnancy and miscarriage at 7 weeks so far hoping for a rainbow baby
I just am so upset it happened to us not to mention it really shows who cares about you and alot of people have disappointed me with how little they care about it everyone is over it after two weeks but I'm just starting to break down I feel no joy in anything no will to live it took us so long to get pregnant and caused so much stress I am dreading trying again but desperately want a baby I just don't know what to do now life is completely meaningless for me after being so happy to finally be pregnant and that disappear