upset and frustrated 😢

I'm on day 3 of my monthly cycle. Every time I wipe I get upset. They fact I'm on my period upsets me more and more each time reminding me I'm not pregnant! I was first pregnant at 16 I was very young and didn't know what I was doing but unfortunately miscarried at 24 weeks. I was pregnant again at 19, 22 and 24 again misscarring each time. I would love to have a baby and I've been really