Frustrated!

Im completely frustrated cause at my hospital the nurses encourage and kinda push onto you to breast feed of not its like ur a sinner, and i just had my baby on the 3rd and ive been breast feeding as much as i can to try it out and i just dont want to breast feed, im not liking it or the pain at all, i ask my nurse if i can formula feed and she gives me this attitude and says that i cant just bounce to bottle rite now and i told her well i am to sore to try and feed and i really wanna give my baby some formula hes hungary and she tells me that the only way she will give him a feeding of formula is if she takes him and feeds him formula from a cup like wth why is she giving me such a hard time just give me the damn formula in a bottle whats the big deal and she refuses to and takes my baby to feed him from a cup. This is my baby and im so frustrated as to why i cant bottle feed my own child at the hospital. Please no bad comments on why i should breast feed. Breast feeding isnt for all mothers and it shouldnt be that hard to understand. What do i do i feel so upset and helpless here at this hospital ):