My journey to be a mom is back on track I have lost a lot this year and I'm hoping December will be a good month. This past year I have OHSS, I had numerous negatives, my very 1st positive
pregnancy thru
IVF which became an ectopic that was bursting thru my right fallopian tube so had emergency surgery. Then after picking up the pieces of my heart for the loss of my 1st baby I began treatments and became pregnant thru IVF again and everything was exciting again. 5weeks into the
pregnancy I began to bleed no pain this time so I thought it would be ok. Well emergency ultrasound and bloodwork. Ultrasound revealed a tiny baby sac and I was praying that everything was ok and it would continue to grow. I was sent home with hope.... later that day bloodwork came back, bsby stopped growing betas where dropping prepare for miscarriage. I can't begin to say how many emotions ran thru me. I was again devastated,angry,hopeless, fragile and just broken. I stopped the progesterone and 5 days later I miscarried. That was October now I'm starting a new IVF cycle and really hope this is it. I'm numb inside I have no emotion left to feel. I'm just focused on my regimen of shots, patches and pills and hope for a better out come. Transfer day December 9th two embryos fingers crossed.
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