Feeling like giving up!!

I've stared back taking my birth control pills about 2wks ago. I originally started taking them go regulate my irregular periods so I can become pregnant. I've miss taking it yesterday. And this morning I just feel like giving up and not continue to take them and just giving up on TTC. I'm 30yrs old and just feel like I'm never going to conceive. Idk I just woke up this morning feeling like giving up....it may be the mood swings from the pills idk lol but I'm seriously thinking about not continuing the pill as of today. 😕