Not ready

37 weeks + 3 and baby could come any day now. We have a schedule c section Dec 6 because baby is so big its too risky to deliver naturally. I just feel SO unprepared. We are in the process of moving in to our new home so nothing is ready yet.. not the nursery not our bedroom.. baby shower gifts are still in boxes. I have major anxiety about going in to labor in the midst of all this transitioning and we will be leaving the hospital to come home to chaos. I know the most important thing is a healthy baby but I can't help my nerves. And I feel so guilty when everyone says "oh how exciting! ! I bet you can't wait!!" Ugh actually I can wait! I need every bit of 40 weeks!!