Confused

I'm 40 , my current husband is 31 he talked about having a baby when we first met I have two kids , he has a son.

I been trying for almost two years , excersing stressing having a baby miscarried in October last year.

I told him recently don't think I'd get pregnant, he said we have three already he's including Mine, and his kids I thought he was just trying let me feel better.

Well tonight he was drinking He mentioned it cost to much to have a baby then before I got mad he passed out asleep.

Now, I'm thinking thanks a lot I had already decided before I met him I don't won't kids. But, when I met him I decided I'd give him a baby if that what he wanted I got baby fever.

Now, I'm just sad, and don't know what to think I wanted share it with him. It may not happen, but least he should of made it clearer to me that he maybe changing his mind. 😞