I don't like sex

😔 I know...how could I not like sex? I don't know! I waited to be sexually active until I got married. Now 2 months into my marriage, I'm finding that I have little-to-no sexual desire. I find my husband attractive, but there is no desire to engage in sexual or intimate activities. I will have moments when I'm "in the mood ", but those moments are few and far between.

For the record, sex HURTS A LOT for me, and we've never had successful intercourse. Oral sex feels best for me. We try to stretch me out with our fingers, but it's quite traumatizing, to be honest. We're thinking that I might be asexual. Anyone else ever experience this? It's really starting to hurt our marriage (naturally)!