I can't find my motivation to lose weight!!!

Hi guys, up to march this year I had lost about 60 pounds and felt great, my initial motivation to lose the weight was to get pregnant and I worked hard to get there, but we have been trying all year and nothing and hormones and the stress make me anxious and I have gained about 20 lbs back, we just found out the problem is my husband and I feel even more discouraged now, like what's the point of losing weight if I won't get pregnant any time soon, any advice?