to the ladies waiting for AF

Just like many of you I was waiting for my period to start after losing our first pregnancy. Since that day happened I haven't been myself. My husband noticed, my friends noticed, I noticed. My hormones were taking over me and I hated if. Well yesterday, exactly 5 weeks after my D&C I started my period and I feel like a completely different person then I have the last 5 weeks. I feel a since of calm, I feel normal and I actually am happy to see AF because you know what that means? I am that much closer to my rainbow baby. It means we can start this journey of becoming first time parents over. It's not that I've forgotten about what happened or even forgotten about our angel baby. It's just that I finally feel I can move forward with my life instead of living in the past of anger bc I'm no longer pregnant. Just know it's ok to be sad, angry or whatever your feeling. It's ok to still be crying weeks later. But know when AF does show up welcome it with open arms and be ready to BD like crazy when it's over bc that rainbow is out there for you ❤️ baby dust to all of you lovely ladies 💗