Devastated

I found out that I have polycystic ovarian syndrome and I have to lose weight and if I don't I can end up with diabetes and high blood pressure and high cholesterol and not be able to get pregnant. She said lose 60 pounds and then you can concieve. And honestly y'all I'm not even that big but because I never knew I had pcos it matters so now I'm on hormone meds bc again and also blood sugar meds. I am heartbroken😭😢💔