Am I insane? He makes me feel like I'm crazy!!!

My partner is a nightmare, since my last period I can't stand him.. I love him and all but my god he winds me up. All day for the last 3 weeks this fucker decides to complain about his balls and how there's something weird going on and I tell him all the time to go to the doctors and he puts it off..

He moved here ages ago and has done nothing to join a doctor's. He needs to hand in the form and he won't, I tell him to just go to the docs and put the form in and he will make an excuse as to why he won't be near town and then he'll raise his voice and I will raise mine and tell him how I have no sympathy unless he sorts it and he then calls me touchy and moany about everything.. I mean, it's not me. He winds me up then gets angry when I tell him what he needs to do rather than moan all fucking day and then blames me and says I'm the problem.. 😠 he does this with everything and somehow it's always my fault!! Am I at fault here?