I'm terrified!!!!!!

Ok so I know they are really bad pictures but the are both POSITIVE AND I'M TERRIFIED!!!!!!! I just had a chemical pregnancy in the beginning of November I missed my period on my son's birthday November 3rd got plenty of positive tests only to get my period and negative tests from the 8th to the 10th heart broken 9 long months of trying to get pregnant to go back to the drawing board now it's December and a baby is all I really wanted for Christmas (hubby too) I'm just afraid it's going to happen again no I'm terrified it's going to happen again