Indecisive....

So do to the size of mine and my husbands home (2bed, 1bath, 900sq ft) and the boxes and boxes of baby clothes my daughter no longer fits looking like tetris in her closet I'm lost as to if I want another child or not. My daughter is 2 and I always dreamt of having 2 babies but now idk if I want to. Hubby and I are content with just our 1 little princess. But I have this want to be pregnant again. Not necessarily to have another baby but I feel like my last pregnancy went by too fast and I didn't get to savor it. I miss feeling the little kicks in my tummy. I'd be totally ok if I did get pregnant but it would need to be a girl. I do not want a son. Nothing against boys but I've always just wanted little girls. And when my hubby asks if I'm going to start to put all her boxes of clothes in a yard sale or donate them I get a knot in my stomach and I get super depressed. I don't want to get rid of her clothes. I know im way too emotionally attached to them and I'm sure if we had another girl she would get all brand new stuff but I just can't do it. My hubby probably thinks I'm crazy. He says keep the important outfits like her coming home one or her dress from Christmas pictures but I want to keep them all. And her shoes! So many little tiny Itty bitty baby shoes. I can't part with any of it. I don't think I'm a total hoarder though it does run in my family but baby clothes are different to me. Idk what to do. It's almost like having the boxes up there is hope and luck that I'll have another little girl.