five weeks today 🤰🏻

I am five weeks today. Have a really bad cold and slight cramps.  I'm so happy it still doesn't feel real. I'm trying so hard not to think about miscarriage. It seems that's all I read about. Then I over think everything and I'm trying so hard not too. I have never wanted anything so bad in my life. It's just in the back of the my head all the time and it sucks.