No Babyshower 😞

I was going to go ahead and do my own baby shower. But I honestly cannot afford it. I THOUGHT my best friend was going to do it for me but she obviously isn't. I was cool about it. But now I'm getting kind of sad. What if we don't have everything we need? My due date is EVEN SOONER now and we don't have any indies or pampers or bottles or binkis Robbins or socks or mittens or hats. I haven't even gotten a breast pump yet. 😟