Not effing cool

My heartburn Tonight Is on a whole new level. SO PAINFUL. I'm crying. I've done everything I could possibly do and nothing is working... meanwhile, my boyfriend next to me- passed out, snoring, looks so comfy, laying on his tummy... I'm jealous and I'm pissed I can't be him right now. Sound asleep w/ out any pain. The only thing that seems to help is sitting up... but I don't wanna sit up!! I'm trying to sleep!! It's 4 am and I gotta be up by 9. I hate life right now 😢