story time comment if I should drop part 2💕

Last thing i remember was me and jayceon sleeping . I guess he got up out the bed which is why i couldnt go back to sleep. I laid there for a minute because i thought maybe he went to the restroom . I looked over on the dresser to see his phone sitting . I picked it up and put in the password . It was our date of course . I went to his messages and the first message said neicy . Tears built up in my eyes as i read messages between my mom and my boyfriend . I knew where he was all because my mom told him to come here . I threw the phone against the wall watching it shatter into pieces . I got up out the bed. I was in so much pain , mentally. I was fucked up in the brain. Crazy thoughts began to go through my head and i wasnt sure what i was about to do . I made my way downstairs to the kitchen . My mom had a 9mm pistol in the draw . I opened the draw and grabbed the gun. My hands shook while picking it up. I wasn't even in my right mind but I had to do something. I approached the stairs and paused. "God please give me the strength " . I walked up the stairs and headed towards my moms room. The door was cracked and to my surprise I saw my mom on top of jayceons face. She got up and stood in between his legs. I heard her say "my daughter will be ohkay". I pushed the door opened and said " is that so ma". She turned around and starting crying when she saw I had the gun in my hand..  "You said I'll be ohkay ma? Really?  Ima be ohkay with you fucking my boyfriend? " . "Torrie I'm sorry ohkay baby, mommy can explain ". "Baby it was all her,  I promise " jayceon said. "Just let me explain . I went into your college fund to pay off some debt and I had to find a way to replace the money. I started fucking jayceons dad when he agreed to pay me 10k for casual sex in return. I had to have a plan b just in case he backed out so I started fucking with jayceon because I knew he would bless me when he got drafted. I was just trying to put the money back" . "Fucking my dad?  You a home wrecking ass hoe " . "And you a dirty ass niguh " walking closer to them. I pointed the gun at jayceon. I wanted this niguh to pay. I was pregnant with his baby and here he was cheating on me with my own mother. He got on his knees and begged me not to shoot him. My mom stood up trying to ease her way to the door so I pointed the gun at her. " how could you mom? You was judging me when I told you I was pregnant but didn't look at your own actions . You fucked up my life and I hate you " I screamed. Out the corner of my eye I saw jayceon jump up and rush towards me. My mom ran towards me. I didn't know what was happening. The gun went off and everything went silent. I couldn't feel anything. I didn't see anything. I just knew that this was a tragic situation.